Summer Time is Here

Post-planning is somewhat over for me. I still have some library books that I have to find laying around the house to turn in. My laptop, also, went stupid. The hard drive wouldn't boot...kept cycling through the booting process but would never completely boot. I hope they can fix it. I am supposed to find out on Monday if they can fix it or not. I have a class that starts on Monday, as well, so I guess I'll be doing a lot of running around during my lunch break. I don't really know how to survive without a laptop...lol. I am using my brother's desktop at the moment. I have a desktop, also; but I haven't set it up since I moved back home in December. I really need to buy a laptop...it's difficult to survive without a computer to go. I'm being totally serious. I need my computer to travel with me to meetings and classes....I probably should buy one myself and have that one as well as the school's laptop. Hmmmm.... but where to get the money. I am really not doing so well financially at the moment. I have a lot of bills that I need to pay and get rid of. I would be in great shape if I had all my credit cards paid off.

I'm supposed to go to the Virginia Highlands Festival today. I wanted to go so badly to see Back Door Slam play. They are really good. However, I am in so much pain...I don't think I could go there and walk around. I can barely walk around here. I couldn't sleep last night either because of the pain. I ended up just staring at the ceiling waiting for 8:45 to come around so that I could go to my chiropractor at 9:00 when he opened to go and get put back together again. However, the office was closed because of a family emergency and he won't be back in until Monday. So, I am back at home with every single bone in my body screaming at me. Bone pain is the worse. I don't mind being sore from working out...muscles only hurt when you move them. But bones...they just ache non stop. I took 3 Tylenol Arthritis pills...which equals 1950mg.... and I'm still in pain. I need to marry a chiropractor...or at least a man that has one in the family...that would work also. Anyone know of anybody?

I have talked to Dave a few times. I hope he gets to move back to Atlanta. He is supposed to be back in town around the 20th of this month. But, it still isn't permanent. I hope to goodness that Lockheed offers him a permanent position. He is really wonderful. He's supposed to call again this weekend. Can't wait to talk to him.

Kamran came by yesterday and visited me for an hour or so. Kamran and I are both free agents. Lol. He's fun to get together with...but it won't ever be anything serious. He is just what I call a play date. You know how you have little play dates when you are little with the neighborhood children. That's what Kamran is. He goes back and forth between here and New Jersey with his businesses....so there really isn't any potential for a real relationship anyway. Yesterday, when he came over we played Wii bowling... I kicked his butt for the most part. He did win the last game though. I think it was a fluke. :~)

Anyways, what to do with my weekend. I can't go to VH... Amelia is going to be mad at me...thinking I'm being non-committal again. But, I seriously cannot walk around feeling like this. I tried to get together with Chris...but his weekend is already booked. It's been several months since we have had one on one time to hang out. I really miss him. He's my best friend yet he hasn't a clue what is going on in my life and I haven't a clue what's going on in his. Every time I ask if we can get together sometime during the week or eat dinner sometime...nothing ever comes of it. I don't know what's going on there. I'm beginning to think that he doesn't want to hang out....because instead of saying I can't tonight...but what about Monday....he just says he can't. So, that tells me he doesn't want to hang out with me. How can two people have a relationship without any communication...they can't... It's breaking my heart. It's just like all the other close relationships that I have had in the past.... I hope we don't end up like those...just allowing us to grow apart. I have so much to share with him and talk to him about...but he's not around. Anyways...now that I'm in tears...I'll stop that. So....I guess I am going to go and make a Sonya soup in a hot bath....that is so GROSS...but I'm sure it will help. Then watch movies...I need to clean my room. Kamran saw my room yesterday...Lord, help. He just laughed. I've got to get it looking good. Sigh. I need a maid.