Rants, Raves, and Dominoes

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

What the catepillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly. ~Richard Bach


I like the quote that I have as the title for today. It's amazing how things that we think is the end of us, a complete disaster....can turn into something beautiful. We might not see it at the time or even when we don't want to acknowledge what is happening....God always has our best in mind. He can and will take what we see as detrimental....and turn it into a masterpiece.

I have been asked for updates on the dating thing. Well, here we go....
Jagdish: He really did turn out to be a complete jerk. I don't know if he even realizes that he is a jerk. Maybe he might not be a jerk in person...but he was a jerk to me and that is all I care about. In our last conversation I shared something very private with him because of something he said... he then went on to apologize for his statement and our conversation continued..... then he threw that exact same statement back into our conversation which was extremely rude, disrespectful and ultimately showed that he is indeed a jerk.

Adi: This guy is driving me crazy. He has been nothing but full on...wanting to be exclusive from almost day one. Now, that I am to the point to where I'm ready to be exclusive...he throws a curve ball at me. We have seen each other four times.... you know about the first two. Last friday we met at Martini's and IMAX at Fernbank and then went to a pub. Then we met Sunday night...just to get together and talk. He was acting kind of weird. I finally got him to open up and talk to me about what was going on. I won't tell you the whole story because it is personal for him...but he asked me to date other people as well. He wants me to meet other guys before I choose him or not choose him. He has good reasons for this and he is being very wise. I don't really want to do this...because I know a good guy when I meet one. However, I will. It will give him a peace of mind. I know this probably makes absolutely no sense. But, we will continue to see each other...and I will continue to see other guys.

Other guys: the lithia springs guy wants us to meet for coffee, so I have agreed to meet him Wednesday morning for coffee. There is another guy in Alpharetta that I have started to talk to. There is a professor from Georgia Tech that I talked to for a bit...but he turned out to be a jerk, as well.

WHY ARE GUYS JERKS? Where are all the good ones? Are they gay? Do they live under rocks? Are they all taken and married? WHERE ARE THEY??? Why is this dating thing so difficult? I hate it.

ANY WHO.... It's my spring break. It is freaking cold out. This is not a good combination. I had things planned....things that included being outdoors. I want to go to Dialogue in the Dark, The Bodies Exhibit, the Kangaroo Conservation Center, the Zoo, Chattanooga....and few other places here and there. I am about to get ready and go to Lenox and see if I can find an Easter Dress....yes, I have a million things in my closet...but I need something new. Yes, need. So, I'm going to get ready and get out there and find that amazing Easter outfit.

Look at these two potraits I found on the net....these are gorgeous.




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